Aqilah Azmi
Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

The Author

Her name is Aqilah Muhamad Azmi. Born on February 6th 1995 in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. Currently joining the Faculty of Education and doing her foundation in TESL. Laws, politics and poetry are her major interests. Blunt with her words, carefree and open to learn.



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Friday, 30 March 2012 || 20:23

I was started to think of making stories and published them on my blogspot. Let see.. Hmmm, well let see.

BUT I can't promise you okay, :/

Heal
|| 11:33

So after being restless and depressed for 2 or 3 weeks, I fell down and take a niceee sleep last night. I slept at nine p.m. and woke up at six. Almost 10 hours. Install balik tidur yang tak cukup lah kan :p

Haiiiii, and here I am, sick and pening gila. I HAVE to skip today's lesson, saya tak sihat :(
Ecece.

Anyway, semalam punya story ni aku nak bagi tahu dekat korang :)
Aku join bahas, well obviously. -,- Okay, disebabkan kami zero mengenai bahas ini, kitorang just expect, okay sampai separuh akhir, balik. Bayangkan, tak pernah pergi pun, even Dinnie. Sekolah tak pernah hantar since past 5 years, maybe zaman abe aku adalah kot? And guess what, tajuk yang final tu memang tak prepare apa langsung. Sebab confident sampai separuh akhir je.

And

Kitorang menang separuh akhir, lawan Soeharto. Memang rasa nak mati at first sebab tajuk tu agak susah, and kitorang pulak dapat pembangkang. Memang tak. Baru nak makan, tiba-tiba cikgu suruh pg bilik kuarantin. K semalam serious do aku lapar gila. Turun 1kg :p lolllllll

Then, rezeki kitorang, berkat doa cikgu cikgu sekolah, kawan kawan, and semua budak sekolah lah, kitorang dapat pergi final. The hitch was, kitorang tak prepare a thing. So yeah, mumble je lah depan tu. I was trying to make my self not to look like an idiot. Dah lah sekolah sendiri. So mumbling punya mumbling, we didn't make it. But after all, we, the debaters rasa bersyukur sangat. Bayangkan, they're all experienced. Our team? Zero, seriously. I think the key was we followed every rules written in the papers. Maklumlah, freshie bahas. :p Lepas final, aku terus duduk dengan Kak Jah and Sarah. Makan sesudu or two nasi aku tadi. :O

Kesian kita :'(
Anyway, schoolmates, we're sorry if we let you down. We just wanted you to know that bahas isn't easy as it might seemed. You need the confident, knowledge, everything. But after all, I swear that we've burnt the midnight oil just for you. We really didn't expect to go this far, I thought semi final would be enough. Anyway, thanks for your supports and prays.

<3

Saya rasa
Tuesday, 27 March 2012 || 21:15

S A Y A  S U K A  'P O C K E T'  A M I R A H


kot. :O

|| 21:05

So hari ni, pagi pagi lagi aku dah menangis. Ada lah sebab sebab tertentu yang gagal dielakkan. And time tu, nasib baik tak ada pengawas spot check tarik beg aku, kalau tak

aku bagi free penumbuk.

Aku jumpa Sarah and Fatin at first, and aku ceritalah segala apa yang aku rasa aku nak cerita. TERnangis pulak lah kan, suddenly Kak Jah datang, and Amirah pun. Amirah terjah terus duduk depan aku. :p Maka aku pun berceriteralah semua segala apa lah kan. Aku menangis, kau tau? Amirah pun sama :( 7.20 square pulak tu. :O

Cikgu Zaiton nampak, and dia tanya kenapa. :/ Aku tak nak lah bagi tau time tu, masa balik lepas bahas, baru aku bagi tau. 

Nasib baik aku ada kawan kawan aku. Menangis sampai keluaq hinguih pun depa tak kesah. Sama sama rasa. :p

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. haha

Sunday, 25 March 2012 || 21:12

Tindakan anda terlalu tidak cerdik. 
Nak salahkan aku pulak. 
I'm not going to take back a single shit.







padan muka. 

Hakhak
|| 20:29

Alhamdulillah, yesterday was such a lucky day for me. I was supposed to do something on our rocket, but suddenly my mom asked me to go with her, to the Selayang Mall. I was firstly like, uhh no I don't think so. But when she said these, I can never refused ; "rugi kalau tak ikut". aku pun apa lagi :p

Then my dad called me at a music shop. Well, my dad, he loves music, so much. Yet, he's very talented. He don't uses notes, he don't read them. He MADE them, him, himself. Back to the story, suddenly he asked me to buy any of the keyboards there. I was like, whuuuuutttttttt? seriously? SERIOUSLY? SERIOUSSSLLYYYYY?

So I took a Casio's model, the only Casio in the shop. Others were like, Yamaha, Roland *which I  hope to have one, I mean, it's for professionals. * and Techno.

Ayah wanted to send me to a piano class. But I refused. Takut takda masa lah. :(

After SPM, maybe?

Insomniac
|| 02:08

Hey, it's 2.15 a.m. I can't sleep.



I felt sick. Rasa nak menangis.
Bye

|| 02:01

Dah lah tu, 
Buat aku sedih je.
Cukuplah kau buat aku menangis sampai demam panas dulu. 

InsyaAllah, aku cuba buang yang keruh pasal kau, 
And ambil yang jernih.
Cukuplah bagi aku menganggap yang kau pernah buat aku gembira,
walaupun sekejap 






|| 01:54

Those who knew me well, 
They knew I wouldn't do something:
 1. I hate to do
 2. I don't want to do
 3. that needs me to cooperate with a person I have / dislike

And I'll never do things I hate to do
even if someone has to die. 

HA HA HA *evil laugh*


Saturday, 24 March 2012 || 08:12

Uhhh, so this morning I got to go to school, for debating practice. 8.30 on the dot, so yeah, I woke up at 6.30, I performed my subuh prayer, cleaning the house, washing some clothes, and now I'm in front of my brother's laptop. And heyy there *wink*

Okay anyway, Afiq and Syafiq will be at my shop at 3 p.m. We got a mission, readers. Launching our own-created rocket. <3 YAY!

I'm sorry, my blog isn't as pretty as yours. I don't have much time to make something on it. Pitty blog.
:p

|| 07:44

I'm sorry, I don't have much time to do something on my blog. Background etc etc. It's 7.45, I'm surfing the internet, watching Wipeout, searching for some proofs for my Bahasa Debate. Heck yeah, I'm a multitasker. Everything is fine, Alhamdulillah. Except for the fact that I got home at 5 p.m. after 11 hours struggling, studying and debating. Pennnaaattt. :(

Nevermind, just like what Amirah said, buatlah semua ni untuk tolong cikgu. Mana tau dapat berkat.. :) Hihi tu kakak miwa kita. :D


K aku nak surf internet. Bebai ^^v

3 Words
|| 07:38

yang ditunggu oleh setiap wanita bukanlah
'I Love You' atau 'I miss You'
tetapi,

'aku terima nikahnya'



:)

Arghhh
Sunday, 18 March 2012 || 13:22

Cuti tak rasa macam cuti doooo. :O

I am deadly dead.
|| 13:01

Okay so I have an essay to work on, titled Famous Person I admired.
Here's the hitch, I - DON'T- KNOW- WHO-I- ADMIRED. I mean, NONE. :O

I tried to write about Jimmy the designer, but mannn, I stopped at the beginning. I've got nothing to say about him.
Then I started to think about famous men ever exist, and I blackout.

I'm dying, and I hope that there would be anyone who could at least give me a name, I called Sarah and she suggest me 2 or 3 names, but I don't really like them. Anyway, thanks Sarah for trying.

I won't be back in 3 days. I might take a week to see you again, Blogger. Awwhh :/ I'm gonna freaking miss you.



I know, I love you too. :(

Sunday, 11 March 2012 || 14:16

Remind me to change my background and template okayyy :O
I'm not gonna blogging for few days, take care everyone :/

Scrolling my tagged photos
|| 13:34

These pictures were taken at Padang Kembojasari and all of us were preparing for ustazah's surprise party. Yeah, this is the pictures, and it was like 5 months ago, still, a sweet memory. Nobody's gonna forget it. :)







Safe and Sound
|| 12:15

Keep playing in my mind. Okay, get offff!!


Arghhhh :O

|| 11:51

I've got soooo many things in my mind, mostly on how to make my parents happy, IF I screwed up in exams.
But one and only thing I really really wanted to do is, sponsoring the costs to perform their Haj and Umrah. Seriously.

Hey, mother's day is 2 months ahead. I don't really got the money now after spending all of them buying a leather purse for my mom. :/ I still can keep some, mom. Don't fret.

So this year of mother's day I think I'm going to bring my mom to the Lovely Lace shop and ask her to choose her present for herself. Right?

So mana aku nak cari duit ni? Tadah kat langit, nanti duit jatuh ke tapak tangan. Yay!
K Qi.

|| 11:32

Ahh, Sunday.
I've finished all of the house chores. Including the laundry. hew.-.-'
This is the best part for today, after finishing the works:
Sitting down in front of laptop and blogging anndddddd SINGING!

Well, I love to sing, obviously. I don't care if anybody would say my voice is like a screaming pig, I just love what I love to do, and it's completely me. Ha ha. and Haters gonna hate :D

Oh and yes, I'm having my semester break. Still, I got my school tuition for the SPM candidates. Duhh, anything for you, A's. -.-

Saturday, 10 March 2012 || 13:43

I"ve watched the Diary Of A Wimpy Kid few times. Including the Rodrick Rules. Lol it kills me ;D I like Devon Bostick, seriously. He's a jerk, and a lovely brother of Greg, in the movie. I've read the book too. Few times. Never fails to make me laugh (Y)


"Seriously, Qi?"



FLAWLESS K BAI

|| 13:25

Okay I need to stay away from these games.
Firstly, I played COD on pc, then I stopped because I don't really have time to wait for my pc to stop loading.
Then, I played Cinema Tycoon 2 on my brother's laptop. I've stopped, I think o.O
Then came my sister introducing the Wedding Dash and the Pet Saloon. It kills me.

I managed to control the level of wanting to play those games until my brother bought my little brother a Sony PSP. Not showing off, but I kinda like those games.

I played Ghost Rider and some racing games. Well, honestly 78% on the Ghost Rider. Mannn, they're cool. I died few times in a mission ;D

"This weirdo played guys games."
What do you expect? Me playing Barbie with horse ridding around stupid parks? Heck, no.



I got the limit, don't worry. It's only on weekends.
And when it's weekends, GAME ON

|| 13:14

Amboih kak, aku drop subject bukan main happy ye? kalau boleh,satu sekolah , satu Sungai Buaya kau nak habaq yang aku drop subject. Heh, apa kau ni?

Tau lah kau pandai meniru 
But tengoklah SPM nanti k. Aku malas nak cakap banyak, nanti jadi cerita macam macam. Lagi pun, sapa tak kenal kau, orang yang paling suka buat cerita? 




<3 muahh bye

|| 13:09

Mon Cœur S'ouvre à Ta Voix
Acak.
Tapi tak pernah dengar pun :O

But hey, this is me whenever I see you
‎(~︶▽︶)~     => the happiest person in the universe.


K aku ni gila ke apa o.O

Thursday, 8 March 2012 || 20:06

I don't hate schooling.
I don't like to skip classes, honestly.
But sometimes, I have to.
You know, I got so much practices and shits.

It's normal for students to have their fav subjects and the opposites.
Likeeee, ME.
I don't really like to count.
I'd love to memorize things, I think.
But my History isn't so good.

Okay so lepas SPM  aku nak buat apa macam ni?

Kawin je lah. O.o

Hey
|| 19:59

I might didn't know you much,
But..
I like what I see
 :')




Being sooo damn honest,
Me. 

Acak acak ;D
|| 19:43

Fatin's holding my bag :O

Right, I wasn't there O.o

It was really like 'suspicious emotions' but Mira tak buat. Lol. ;D

Jyeah mannn ;D


That's us, obviously. ;D
Kak Jah dah balik awal, rindu Damia kot :p
So kitorang berempat je lah yang buat sesi fotografi ni ;D

Exam weeeeeehhhhh :O
Saturday, 3 March 2012 || 19:59

Ini ujian first bagi tahun 2012 dan sangat susah. Aku baru nak target tinggi-tinggi. -.-

So here's my opinion. Sama ada soalan terlalu susah or jadual terlalu padat or murid sendiri yang tak study.
Okay so, aku rasa, exam first ni tak payahlah buat susah-susah sangat. Sebab kan, sebab, bila students dapat markah teruk, such as E or D, diorang tak kan boleh target yang lebih tinggi. I meant paling jauh pun, from E to C. O.o see?

In other hand, kalau lah kan, soalan tu kacang, sutdents boleh dapat A- or B+, mustahil diorang akan biarkan peluang seterusnya dengan mendapat lebih rendah daripada markah ni. Or dalam erti kata lain, students akan trrrryyyyy untuk get better than A- or B+. They will work harder. Trust me.

Tapi kalau dah macam ni susah, err. They'd say, "Lulus pun jadi lah."
We can make a difference. Just saying

:)

o.O
|| 19:39

TERASA?


YE KE?!

KESAH .

Maka dengan itu tercalarlah imej seorang pengerusi
|| 19:28

ha ha ha ha
I'm not mad at you little sissy. Just those two awesome women made me felt ashamed and useless. Fyi, I'll never forgive those who did such thing to me. Until I die, okay baby?

*tak nak mencarut*
*tak nak mencarut*
*tak nak mencarut*

biarlah kau je yang berdosa terhadap aku, ;) aku tak nak cari kau kat Padang Mahsyar nanti. And one more thing, aku percaya akhirat wujud. :)

byeeeeeeeeee <3