Aqilah Azmi
Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

The Author

Her name is Aqilah Muhamad Azmi. Born on February 6th 1995 in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. Currently joining the Faculty of Education and doing her foundation in TESL. Laws, politics and poetry are her major interests. Blunt with her words, carefree and open to learn.



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Sunday, 27 January 2013 || 18:50

So I received few questions from random person. Some from inbox, ask.fm and emails. InsyaAllah, I will now answer all of the questions which I feel like I have to and I like to answer.

You're waiting for your partner / best friend to get online. What would you do besides of chatting, social-networking and blogging?

Thanks. Time is gold. Of course I'd leave the computer and do something else. Alright, it seemed don't match the question so I'll fill your question by answering something else. I'm a troublemaker. In other word I'm problematic. I've been through various type obstacles and bashes which have made me more matured. Pains had thought me everything and anything about life. Long story short, I helped others solving their problems by hitting yahoo.ask. It's kind of a hobby and I love the way it makes me think positive and helps me to increase my logic skills.

You are making money now and soon to be rich. Must be fun.  Belanja me sometimes. Hihihi.

Soon to be rich? InsyaAllah, amin. When talking about fun while making money, it.. really depends. For me, of course it's more fun to do something we love to while making money, instead of we're forced to. Imagine, doing something you like and get paid. I mean really. It depends.

How are you and Amar?

Well, so far, we're facing few big changes we've never thought we would face them. In other way, we thought it wasn't a great deal but obviously we were wrong. We fight few times and then we went back to normal. We had limited time for texting and calls, and it hurts. But all we need to do is stay calm and just behave. InsyaAllah. Thank you.


Some fun moments with your siblings you can never forget. 

Well, one of the priceless moments is when my big brother, my sister and I sneaking to McDonald's and hiding all the entire evidences. Trouble bubble at my house one night. My mum don't really like.., welcoming fast foods and unhealthy diets. Earlier in the week lil bro found a used McDonald's burger containers in a dustbin and the whole house activities were cramped by our undercover get busted. As the result we got free lectures and no more extra money. CIA level : Fail.

I'm just wondering how lucky you are. :/ 

I guess we're all lucky. Luckier than anyone else. If you don't get what you like, you just have to like everything you've got. Sometimes, things and people around us remind us of thousands little things that will make you happier, or even luckier if you might say. Enjoy every moment of your life, author your life best. Those things happen for many reasons. Appreciate. You can try. Have a nice lucky day.

The funniest thing you did this week?

Locking someone outside of the car and pretended to drive away. >:)

Ape ciri2 childish ko yang boyf ko tawu?

 Well, malas mandi. Hahaha. Suka merengek hentak hentak kaki, :p merajuk, kuat menangis andd mesti dipaksa makan ubat. As in, if I eat any medicine, he'll have to give me a present for my big success. :D Yayyy :p

Saturday, 26 January 2013 || 19:51

What I miss,

I miss being away from home and not spending time chattering around with my siblings. The best part is that my best friends travel with me sometimes. I am the manager for myself so I always have my own precious moment to do things, mainly crazy things. Crazy things?

Perhaps people might not know I am a stubborn woman, insecure and really immature. I'm still trying to find my own way. And the best I can be. Sometimes all this fame can overwhelm you every now and then but sometimes I still feel haven't accomplished enough; I want to do more. But thank God, I have the best score which is my family, best-awful-friends to keep me grounded and be in-control.


Nanti sambung balik ye. Nak pi tengok Hansel and Gretel. :)

Qila x

Friday, 25 January 2013 || 19:57


Hi, meet the new family member in me and my boyf and our so called baby PooPoo. This is obviously a monkey, and it's green. I saw it at Parkson and without thinking I grabbed it and ran to the counter. It's a monkey, and I really love monkeys so why not? 

I have officially changed Amar's name in my contact list to Amarjit Singh. Okay saja je nak mengada, instead of Aammaarr.

I don't really have much things to say right now, as usual, I'll end up have-to-do-something or got-to-go and things. And yes, I'm that typical so I guess I got to go now. K apa merepek ni :O

syuqran jazzilan jazzakallah khairan katsiran

Qila x 

Thursday, 24 January 2013 || 09:29

Bila datang rasa malas dan nafsu kepada mu,
Katakanlah pada diri sendiri,

Kerana kamu, darah Rasulullah mengalir, kerana kamu air mata Rasulullah mengalir.

Manusia yang tidak pernah kita jumpa di dunia, tapi dialah manusia yang menangis untuk kita lebih dari ibu kita sendiri.



Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,
I feel blessed today, waking up at 4.45. Early as I could. I couldn't wait to celebrate Maulidur Rasul. No, I wasn't like, celebrating as in having party or things, there's nothing I can really do. Not much, I bet. But reciting selawat ke atas junjungan rasulullah and duas for him as a present for him for his birthday. Subbahanallah, ones can never story all of his sacrifices towards Islam and his ummah. I feel lucky and I praised and praised to Allah that I'm a Muslim. And I'm still a Muslim. I woke up as a Muslim, I perform my prayer as a Muslim. Alhamdulillah. So today, since it's Maulidur Rasul, why don't we, the Muslims selawat ke atas nabi. Even for a while, it don't takes like 10mins. Just few simple recites sebagai tanda cinta akan rasulullah. Walaupun mungkin tak sebanyak cintanya terhadap kita. 





Akhirnya sempurna
Qila x

Monday, 21 January 2013 || 19:44

Hi and good afternoon. So yesterday I went to clinic to check some things which was being forced to.

Unfortunately, it has been such a rough month of January but I'm thankful enough that I'm still alive even for at least. I constantly having trouble on explaining how I feel. Sorry guys. All I could say right now is that I've not been happy lately. However, when I am alone, all the negative thoughts and feeling and make things go blurry. Sometimes when things get too serious, I can even lose the appetite to eat and I don't feel like socializing. :/

I tried to occupy my days with all kinds of activities so that my mind would think about other stuffs. Sadly, as much as I tried to stay positive, I can't help it but to keep thinking about how screwed up my world now is.

May everything gets better.
Quick

Qila x

Sunday, 20 January 2013 || 11:56



I think we have not been on this situation where I write and you read for a very very long time. Quite for four days I think. Yeah. Alright so, unfortunately, I have been so busy with my works and things. Besides, I had this fever for about 5 days now - since Wednesday. Izzah, my dear friend who is also my co-worker advised me to go for a check up or something. Of course I disobeyed. No. No doctors. I have took enough medicine already :/

I'm proud that all of my best friends care about me and things. Asyik asyik pesan suruh makan ubat :/

No fried food and nuts for the consequences if you might ask. I'm dying for KFC now. I have already broke the so-called-taboos by eating 15 pieces of Ferrero Rocher. Still, my big brother disallowed me to eat fried chicken and other fried things. :/ He wanted me to dieee. K tipu. Err later I sambung tau. Nak masak masak sekejap. Weeee :)


syuqran jazzilan jazzakallah khairan katsiran


Qila x

Wednesday, 16 January 2013 || 13:38

Honestly wanted to blog for the past few days but I didn't have the luxury time to do so. Honestly wanted to blog last night but my health is not cooperating with me. I had a fever, at first. Then I began to have a super painful headache. I took some medicines as told by my family, besties and boyf. How am I doing now? Let's just say, it's hard for me to breathe :/

Day out was officially over and I'm back to work in another hours. For the first time, I'm being thankful that I was given a chance to spend some times with my beloved best friends. Anyway, just so you know, I was away spending the precious moment with Izzah, Mira and Sarah at Jusco on Sunday. Alhamdulillah, I managed to buy few things that are mandatory. I bought a pair of flats from Hawkeye. It's pink and blue. Then I bought two mascaras from Watsons and a striped shirt from Gogles.

Sarah was so excited to watch the Upside Down movie. So there we go, we watched it. Really it's not my type so., I was kind of asking her how long does the movie took and things. I guess that's all for now. I want to go back to work, even I was given day off. I miss my job. :/


La tahzan, innallaha ma'ana

Qila x  

Saturday, 12 January 2013 || 23:16



HAI. I PUNCH DOGS. :p

Alhamdulillah, I've just got a call from Amar. He told me that he is finally hired. Congratulations, boyf. Nanti dapat gaji saya nak pi lawan car-racing dengan awak dekat arcade tau :p K tipu tipu.

Habislah, memang langsung takda masa lah kan nak text. Hmm. Nevermind. Balik jangan lupa text! Kalau tak nanti ada orang merengek. *smug* Siapa? Eh bukan awak ke? :(

Okay so tomorrow I'll spend my day with my friends at Jusco. InsyaAllah will be leaving at 10. I'll always remember to buy a pair of new flats. Bye now readers. Assalamualaikum.

La tahzan, innallaha ma'ana

Qila x


Friday, 11 January 2013 || 21:34

Dear bloggie,

My mum finally gave her green light for my day-out this Sunday. Full-self transportation - No taxis, buses or even trains. Eh, ada ke?

The aim of life is to buy a pair of shoes, fully covered ones. Alright, how about flats. Just flats. No I don't really wear shoes or any covered kicks. I just have to now. First, it's quite needed for formal ceremonies and classes. Especially for driving tests and courses.

I had fed enough wearing mum's red Scholl. Well, it is comfortable for mum's size, not me. My paws are a bit shorter than mum's, so I was kind of struggling the hell out of me and had my mouth whispering hoping the shoes won't fly away from my legs. hmm :/

So this was an excellent excuse for my day out despite of the transportation. I guess that's all for now. :)


Lailahailla anta subhanaka inni kuntu minazzhalimin

Qila x

|| 08:48

It's Friday everyone! And guess what, it's my big brother's 23rd birthday today. Hmm. He's getting older and sooner or later, he will get married and left us. Especially me. :(

I feel blessed for having the best big brother anyone could ever imagine. Besides of being a brother, he's also a very good listener, someone I can share my opinions with *sebab I banyak cakap*, a guy who is willing to send me everywhere, buy me anything.

Baby you can have whatever you like, I'm saying you can have whatever you like - T.I
*joget joget*

Have a bless full Friday, big brother. May this year's celebration and the years after are better than before. May you succeed and have a good job. And belanja me. :D I hope and pray that you will become a good Muslim and a loyal slave of Allah.


Rabbana atina fiddunya hasanah wa fil akhiroti hasanah waqina 'adzabannar

Qila x

#9months together
Thursday, 10 January 2013 || 20:40


*amar juling, the new tv series. mana spect amar? hmm entah? :p * 

Hi awak. :) Happy 9th Monthsary. Thank you for the surprise. Well, kali ni surprise awak menjadi. Yayy *clapping clapping* Thanks for the drink, too. I love you. You knew that. :") Thank you for being there, every time I need you. Thanks for jaga hati saya. Thanks sebab jaga saya. 

So let's reminisce something. ;)
Remember the time when I was sulking (k mengada much) then Amar sang me Jimmy Palikat's song, Anak Kampung. The song was funny, really. I mean, I don't even know that the song has ever existed before he sang it to me. So imagine, the lyrics, omg. haha. Also the song by Faizal Tahir, Hanyut :p Awwh.

#Drafts for Amar. Okay banyak lagi, I taknak la tak show semua :p



Okay awak. Let's otp. Boring ni :( Saya tahu, awak pun mesti rindu kan, dari tadi tak nak stop text. Mengada much. Thanks for the surprise, again. Mwehe. ;)

Qila x





Tuesday, 8 January 2013 || 21:26

I've just got an email from my customer. Alhamdulillah, barang dah sampai. Cantik, tak ada scratch or pecah sana sini ke. Only Allah knows how grateful I am right now. Bukan apa, before ni pernah jugak hantar, pecah. :( Tak tahu lah kot kot despatch campak campak ke apa kan. In case you are wondering, I'm managing my mother's business. More to home decorations and furnitures.

In other hand, I rasa cuak nak tunggu result SPM. :/ I'm afraid that I'll break my parents' hearts, again :/ I didn't struggle much, but I hope for more. Of course. I'm just depending on my fate. My inner voice tells me that, the SPM result is not the ending. It's the beginning - for a new journey.

Please be nice :|

La tai'as faqad ya'tika hairu min haitsu la tadri, Aqilah

Qila x

|| 20:54



My best friend recomanded me this so.... 
I wish it helps but...




|| 20:38


Happy belated 1 year birthday for Damia. Dah besar dah Damia, tak boleh nak dukung macam dulu dulu dah. Seronok tengok. Sekarang pun Kak Jah kata Damia dah nak start berjalan kan, amboi. Athlete lah ni, macam kakak dia :p  

My girlfriends were having our chit chats at my shop. We talked about everything and anything. We have even planned our day-out this Sunday, insyaAllah. Harap menjadilah kan. :/
Lapar lah, I nak makan dulu, nanti I update balik k you olls :)

Lailahailla anta subhanaka inni kuntu minazzhalimin 


Qila x

Monday, 7 January 2013 || 21:00


I've been lucky for the past 2 or 3 days. First was that I met a good man who can help me with the license. Second was that I survived from involving an accident. Accident? Kenapa? Well here's the story. After sending Kak Jah home, I drove Saga back home. I wasn't really speeding. There is a field behind my housing area and there were kids playing football everyday. As my car was accelerating down the so called hill, I saw a ball went out from the field. Coincidently, I suppose. It was supposed to be just crossing the road and go to the other side of the road. Lucky me, I was breaking down the hill. Unfortunately, the ball bounced and reflected when it bumped the road divider. You know a black and white bricks to divide two-way roads. And it almost, almost hit me. I mean, beside me. I mean, the window. Luckily, I sempat mengelak and saved. I parked my car and I don't stop praising to Allah on how lucky I was. Imagine, turun bukit, selekoh sekali.

No, I didn't blame any of the footballer. I think this is for everyone to alert on how important safety is. I think any generous man has to donate some ringgits for some field nets. Or even gates. So that the ball won't make one's ride into tragedy. Alright, that's all for now. Assalamualaikum :)


Lailahailla anta subhanaka inni kuntu minazzhalimin

Qila x

|| 20:48


The processes for taking driving license were quite tiring. Well, of course you have to sit for a test, classes. And the computer test, ya Allah, seriously, memang padah tak baca buku kan. I failed for the first try. I only short 1 points to pass it. The Chinese man even said, 'haiya lagi satu ma'. Yes :( Then I repeated the test, well actually have to. So I re-take the test and I've finally pass it. Not much, but much better then the first try.

Anyway, I saw few of my friends there. Haziq is getting macho-er. And so do Soleh. He looked like a model. Awwh, no more Soleh slaps. Both of these guys are getting matured. Dinnie was there, too. Well he didn't change much - or I'm the one who couldn't recognize it.

I'm currently welcoming my new pc game, well another Call of Duty. Excited? Of course la, baru first time  kan dapat Black Ops, so jakun lah sikit :p By the way, I've planned for a date with my best friends. Well, actually it is more suitable calls regathering. And I really hope that all of us can attend it. I hope and hope :/
Take care everyone. Assalamualaikum :)


Lailahailla anta subhanaka inni kuntu minazzhalimin 

Qila x

Saturday, 5 January 2013 || 21:54

People come and go. 

It hurts much. But this is the reality. The world is sometimes too cruel to you that makes you want to change your own world. Then when you changed something, you begin to realise that you are being ungrateful. To God, to your family, and even to your friends. K why am I being so emotional now. Well, anyway..,

When I shop, the world gets better. But now I'm back to being broke, and I can't shop :( And there's lots of new things seducing me to buy them. I bought the new Hijabista, and currently I'm eyeing on this Robinsons red pants. It is a must to buy that! My heart was boiling with frustration when I did window-shopping with my friends last week. Whenever, I've no money, there are so many things that I wanted to buy. But when I already have money, the things that I wanted is already out of stock. I think it's a karma of not buying things I need. Lol.

Thursday, 3 January 2013 || 20:15


I wish I wasn't too late to wish everybody a happy new year. Yup, it's 2013 everyone. Can you believe it? I couldn't believe it myself. School session started earlier than it is supposed to be. I mean, as long as I could remember, we didn't start schooling on 2nd nor 1st. Well anyway, have a blessing 2013. :) 




Tuesday, 1 January 2013 || 22:35


We were on our way to the bowling center :D



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Our dating moment was a fun roller coaster ride. We first went for bowling. Well, I don't scored much, I'm on the 4th place, if I'm not mistaken. Lol anyway, the fun thing was when we were crossing the road, we were like super excited, we hold our hands together like kids, we were running like there was a freaking shit behind us, we were screaming, laughing. Come on, who else did that at age of seventeen? Okay so we ride a taxi to Jusco. Yup, as usual, I was creating story there. And trust me, the taxi driver actually fall for it. REALLY man? I said that I'm a Law student, age 20, blah blah blah, and my lil sissy was Sarah. 

Okay anyway, we didn't buy much at Jusco. I bought few things for me and thanks for Tyra's father for sending us home. Really, a super huge thanks :)