“Aqilah Azmi's Territory”

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Salam.













I believe all of us was being raised and thought how failure is not an option. We've been raised with 'life is a race' or 'life is a competition'. It's not wrong to have this kind of , you know, semangat untuk kita struggle in studies. I've been trough my ups and downs on studies, which I believe everyone does. I don't always be on the top, sometimes I was left behind. Then I began to see people around me achieve more than I did. I started to be greedy on my knowledge. Not sharing, at all.


So as the day passed, I began to realize that the day for a date with JPJ is around the corner. It scares the hell out of me, of course. Hmm. Takutlah fail :/

IF I failed this test, I kena repeat, I need to pay, more. Plus, I have to wait for another two weeks. I just hope that I dapat lulus. Cukup makan pun tak apa, asalkan lulus. :|

Taking driving license is not something easy. Besides, this license thingy drove me crazy. Lulus lah Qila, Lulus lah Qila. :/

Till then,
Salam :|





I mean, really, kids. Ingat tak dulu zaman muda mudi a.k.a kegemilangan kita time wedding je mesti ada pengantin baling duit or gula gula, then budak budak pun bukan main lagi berebut. Siap ada yang sampai nangis nangis lagi kan? Muehe. Sapa tu sapa tu *randomly pointing*

I was wondering, if now, in 2013, ada just married couple dengan comelnya baling gula-gula or syiling untuk direbut oleh kanak-kanak zaman sekarang,

ada tak orang ambik?

*krik krik. Krik krik.* Nowadays baling Ipad ke, Iphone ke, tablets ke, baru lah sampai menangis nangis nak berebut. Amboi kayanya!


:D Salam!

Hari ni I ada driving lesson and for the first time in my whole life, I berdepan dengan traffic light by my own. It was quite hard, I dok getaq dalam kereta you tahu? Hahaha. Yes. I did. My left leg which supposed to be on the clutch pedal tiba-tiba cramp la, lenguh la, apa la,

 very unprofessional :p

I rasa cikgu tu mesti dah masak gila dengan teriakan wanita di luar sana yang juga berlatih memandu. Kan kan?

I felt grateful that my car didn't stop in the middle of the road, and to be frank, I change the gears myself around here until traffic light. One 'yay' for me. :p Okay so apa comment cikgu time I driving ek, :)

'Qila ni gelojoh dan sukar dikawal.'

Okay bukan macam tu comment cikgu sebenarnya. He said that I looked like someone who's in rush, i don't know. But perhaps, yes I can try not to. First time pok atas road. I mean, real road. Selalu I driving pun around my housing area. Belum lagi nak mengada pergi jauh jauh :D

So for those yang memang excited gila nak ada driving license, I told you what, susah nak ambik license ni sebenarnya. Driving memanglah senang. Baik takyah susah susah. Naik je public transport.

K tipu tipu. Ambik je lah, yang penting halal nak driving lepas tu :D

Salam :)



The awkward moment when you caught someone farting. 


To those who don't welcome 'jiwang' posts, please skip this one.


My dream stopped as I heard my sister's voice. I found it so hard to open my eye and thinking of getting back to sleep. I know it's impossible,because I usually can't go back for a sleep after waking up. I gathered all of my energy and sat down for a while. I checked my phone and went outside of the room, then to the veranda for a laundry.

I walked straight to my room and here I am. In front of the laptop, blogging. I got like a half of hour before work. Hmm. Today is going to be more tiring day. I'll be putting my designs on a plan, then on the floor. Well,  have already arrange the kitchen and dining parts, and what's left is the bedroom, garden and living room. Closets for extras, i guess. What did I do for living?

Well I am a:
1. Tohiras Collection's (furniture and house decors shop) manager.
2. Interior Designer.
3. A Private Tutor
4. Part-time photographer.
5. Part-time make up artist.
6. Part-time model.

K yang last tu I doubt sikit. :p

Alright, that's all. I'm going to get ready for work. Salam!

Listening to a good song is sometimes my own therapy when I faced troubles or moody. I collapsed myself on my bed after put down every things on my hands. I felt my head banged to the spring mattress. I looked at the ceiling, reminiscing every single details of things that occur today. My backbones were relaxes for a while, after working for about 5-7 hours. I stood up and grabbed my towel, went for a shower before my sister told me that the toilet's bulb wasn't working. Yes, I'm in the dark. Are you afraid to be one?



I woke up earlier today for my driving lessons. My phone rang non-stop. I set few alarms and reminder ; so that I won't miss it. I opened my eyes and set the reminder off. I turn on the light, my vision began to be in full colour. I took a nice fresh shower and dressed and accidentally stole my minutes for a bread and jam, or a cup of tea.

I took a moment to reply Amar's messages. As usual, this boyfriend is always a boyfriend of mine. He told me to take care of myself, behave and things. It was a little bit late for me to go to a vending machine or cafes and things.

The lessons were great. I had so much fun. I have got a lot of skills learned today. As the time passed, I received a birthday present from my students during my class. It's a glass-made frame. It's pretty and I like it so damn well. Thanks and thanks for it.

Good day ;)



I received beautiful birthday wishes from all of people that I know. What surprised me a lot was that I have got few wishes from people I don't expect they would wish, neither remember my birthday. But I'm thankful that awesome persons around me don't let me down.

I rushed to work with my phones, purse and things in my hands. I got in the car and texted one of my best friends, Tyra. I was planning to take her and join my party. No , I don't take a day off on my birthday. We gathered at my shop around 11 and started to have our chit chats. Almost half and hour later, Sarah came to my shop all the way from KLIA after sending her mother for umrah. Then there go Liyana, Nadhirah and Fatin. We had so much fun watching Minyak Dagu movie while teasing others so that they become scared and act very innocently towards me.

This is some of the sneakpeek for the celebration :p






My height remained constant throughout 2 years. So now that I’m going to be eighteen in less than 24 hours, I began to realize that I've reached the year which is the age limit for girls to grow in height.

There are too many special moments and sweet memories of being seventeen. I've been through crazy blasts and sorrows. I feel blessed that I still have my best friends around me through thick and thin. My best friends are superbly amazing. They are just a bunch of monkeys I met years ago and have stuck through my happy days and dramas. Frighteningly intelligent, but fiercely loyal. Words can never explain the love I feel towards all of you besties. :')

My family will always be my number one. They accepted my stubbornness, disobeys, and negative thoughts. My mum is a gift no one could ever ask for. I wish I could someday apologize to her of my thousands of wrong doings and for making people have that look on her. I've hurt her too much. Same goes to my music teacher which is also my dad. I've been rude to you sometimes. I wish you just don't misunderstood me. Well if I were you I would, but please just don't. Siblings, I mentioned you guys last in this paragraph but just so you know, I don't really sequencing you guys by descending order of my loving level. Semua Qila sayang. :)

Boyfriend, thank you for listening my dramas over and over again. Thanks for being there whenever I need you. Thanks sebab layan kerenah saya yang tak pernah nak dengar cakap awak. I was born to be that way :p

I'm glad that even though life had sometimes treat me badly, but Allah gave me some special people in my life.




After talking with Amar on the phone for about one hour and five minutes, we began to yawn and felt awesomely sleepy. So we stopped talking. Hoping we could continue our precious chatters and laughter in our dreams. I turned off the table lamp. My vision became limited. Slowly I closed my eyes, trying to sink into sleep.

The next morning I woke up with sunlight warming my eyelids. I better save myself from having light headache. I covered my eyes with my right hand and thinking of continuing sleep, which is the easiest thing I do everyday. I rolled myself in a blanket and bury my head in the pillow. The inner voice inside me told me to have another couple of minutes. But today, something's niggling at me now. Have I forgotten something?

The smell of freshly brewed coffee in the air finally woke me up and locked me out of my tenderness. I sighed and forced myself out of the bed. I heard people taking downstairs. I check my phone if there's any miscalls or texts. I walked into the bathroom and have a nice relaxing bath.










Esok I'll be having my last day of being seventeen. And I'll be spending my day with Amar, sempena day off dia. Miss me baby? :p

Last week's pictures :)