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Hi and hello everyone. I baru dapat result SPM I tadi. Sangat unexpected, and I bersyukur sangat sangat. I dapat 7As. Alhamdulillah, rezeki. Walaupun I melepas Myvi kuning. :p Berkat doa Mama, Ayah, family, kawan kawan I, classmates, cikgu cikgu and orang sekeliling. Terima kasih sangat sangat sebab sudi muatkan nama Qila dalam doa anda semua. Semoga anda mendapat berkat daripada Allah, amin :)

Kawan-kawan seperjuangan yang susah payah ajar I macam macam, terima kasih daun keladi, tak tahu macam mana nak cakap ni :p

Untuk adik-adik yang belum ambil SPM, akak nak cakap ni, Sebenarnya, akak pun takda lah ceghedik sangat tau. Duduk kelas first pun tak pernah. Dalam siblings kalau ada test-test besar, akak je lah yang dapat paling teruk. To be quite honest, akak target 4As je, atau pun paling tinggi 5. Kekeke. Sepanjang 11 tahun akak bersekolah, hari ni baru first time tau akak naik pentas sebab result. Menggeletaq lutut, Ya Allah.. Kalah nervous time bahas. 

And if adik-adik dah try sehabis baik, and katakanlah adik-adik tak dapat achieve apa yang adik-adik target, percayalah, rezeki kita Allah bagi sama rata. Mungkin bukan time exam, mungkin bila-bila ke, yang penting, hubungan dengan Allah adik-adik jangan letak tepi. Okay? Akak pun sebenarnya bukanlah warak sangat. Kalau bab bergosip lah aduhai, kalah Kak Kiah Propa tau. Hihihi *okay btw, akak suka dia :p

Enjoy every moment you have with your family, friends, jangan sibuk sangat study, orang sekeliling letak tepi. Macam ni lah, kalau Allah dah nak bagi, Dia bagi. And jangan pulak terus tak study langsung, dok main game 24 jam. Eh, haaa tu effort akak lupa nak bagi tahu. Setahun akak puasa main COD, MOH or RE tau! Kalau gamers dia tahulah kot penderitaan yang akak alami. Ceh penderitaan. Bahahabawagahadajhahahbahabahabaha *gelak berterabur

Okay I think this is all for now, nanti akak ada masa, akak blogging sikit ye adik-adik dan anak-anak. Lebiu :p
Salam!



Alright, I can't barely open my eyes right now. Everything and anything that I see, is connected with SPM. Even twidderr. :/

No, I'm not nervous, yet. But when people keep wishing each other's asses good lucks and all things, they freaked me out. Anyway, I doakan semua SPM candidates excel esok, and dapat apa yang korang harapkan since the past 11 years of schooling. I tau, I pun bukannya ceghedik sangat nak target sampai straight A plus. :'(

Anyway, haa tu lah yang I nak wish dekat you olls. I pun tak berani nak tulis lebih lebih, I pun belum tahu result I macam mana kan esok. :/ Hmm.

Anything, I doakan semua 95's achieve good grades. My ucuk ucuk monyets pun sama tau. Lebiu <3

Jah and Ikhwan and Amar, and those yang I pernah ajar apa-apa, (okay mainly English, sebab tu je yang I tahu sikit sikit) I hope you guys achieve good marks in English. I hope all that we've been worked out, membuahkan hasil. And I pray for you and really am targeting at least A- untuk korang. Haa sayang aku tak? Hahaha.

And if we didn't get what we expected to have, jangan give up dalam hidup and things. *ceh cakap senang* tak tak, betul ni. This result is not the end of everything. Hey, jangan hairan k kadang kadang budak yang tak excel dapat gaji lebih besar daripada graduan. Haa jangan memain. :p

Target apa? Berapa? I minta maaf sangat sangat sebab I takda jawapan untuk tu. Target? I've lost them since I stopped reading text books. Sorry.

Doakan I k :)
Salammm







I want to put together the pieces of my almost-ruined life and match them back. I want to reunite the people who I pushed away. To be frank, I don't know if I should be doing this but for now, but I strongly believe that this is the right thing. I would love to keep in touch with them. I just want both parties to forgive and forget. And doing this with sincerity. 

Will I ever be able to do so?

I heard my door being knocked few times. Finally, the nightmare is over. It's a new day. I opened my eyes and rushed to the door. My mum woke me up and reminded me my unfinished chores. I checked up my phone and reply my best girlf's texts. I couldn't stop hoping that the nightmare I had remains a nightmare, never be a reality. No. Even once.

Alright so the SPM result is around the corner, in four days which means on 21st of March. I don't know guys. I've few visions in my head picturing how my result's going to be. How do my friends and family react on it. What is the consequences. 

March is a mess. 
Sorry












Assalamualaikum and hi everyone.

I met my friends Jah, Sarah and Mira. We chatted and played UNO together. This time, it is Disney's Princesses printed cards. Alright, since I wasn't so good in cards, I didn't win all the time. Hmm. Better luck next time. Okay no, no lucks.

Oh there you go, my mum started to call me to dine together with her. I'm sorry, it's not that I don't want to. I think I'm full.

Honestly, I've lost my appetite. I'm probably didn't get enough rest and things. I must be probably lost my appetite because of lack of sleep and tiredness. Probably. Well I hope.

I'm fine, and alhamdulillah, I'm still alive.








Good morning everyone.

For those who really is checking my updates on blog, I just want to say, words can't describe how much I thanked you guys. I'm sorry I can't update much and constantly. Really am trying to do so but, yes I think I'm too busy lately. InsyaAllah, lepas ni I try curi masa untuk blogging okay?

March isn't be nice towards me. I'm not lucky on this month. It's not that I trusted lucks so bad, it's how I feel and how I describe my situation right now.

I have a confession to make. It's bitterly sad and devastating. I don't know if I am too serious, or I think everything I used to have was a mess.

I'm no longer someone else's girlfriend, sayang and his everything.
I'm writing this upon of my respects and appreciations for my readers. As you can see, I wrote a lot about my relationships.

How and why?
Let's just say, breaking up it's not something I really want to have, in fact I've never thought I will be in that situation. The decision is his, even though he regretted it at the end of our conversation. Maybe he's right. Maybe I was too serious.  Maybe there's something or anything or everything. It's over.

So what else should I be afraid of when someone I really love isn't mine anymore?


Hahaha. Cut it.
I'm fine :)

Salam


It has been a decade I didn't post anything on my blog. It's really dusty now I can tell. I'm sorry my blog has been neglected and ignored by it's owner who was being busy for past few days. Or weeks. Apparently, my blog is dead. So yesterday, my friends and I were watching My Way movie, which I said and I admitted the most excellent movie of 2012.

Alright so the movie's so emotional, containing wars, friendships, sacrifices, patriotisms, racisms, and about defending one's pride.

By the way, March isn't being so nice towards me. I have been through so much things this month. Trouble bubbles each time another problem solved. I wished to wake up without any problems haunting my mind. Each time I woke up, I failed to do that. Problems, you are not invited at all in my life. Your existence ruin my days. Why do you kept on coming and haunting me, brazenly? Go away. Give me a break. :/

In other hand, I wish my hair grow longer. Till I can finally make my hair tumbled in a cascade down my back. Ceh.

My boyf has finally received his salary. And yes, he asked me out. Well, I'm not sure, honey. You know, I'm quite busy with my triple lives now, I need to manage my mom's shop, my sister's online shop, doing some house chores, a part time tutor. But I'll think about it, alright?

I hope March treats me better.
Finger crossed