The Author

Her name is Aqilah Muhamad Azmi. Born on February 6th 1995 in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. Currently joining the Faculty of Education and doing her foundation in TESL. Laws, politics and poetry are her major interests. Blunt with her words, carefree and open to learn.

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To quite awfully honest, I'm not in the best mood right now because my thoughts and feelings are mixed. My SPM result are going to pop out in few days. I really hope that this time is better than before. Alright, even I played truant and things, I'm still hoping for more. 

However, I'm sad and happy at the same time. Upset because the result is around the corner, my life has been total horrendous, happy because at least I improved. The slight improvements I made gave me some faith that I can really face these huge things in my life , insyaAllah, and I hope. 

Nevertheless, I can't deny that my feelings are actually overwhelmed by despair. Apparently, I can't bring myself to think positively ever since I've lost the one , you know, the guy. Somehow I've lost the motivation (once again) but to be quite honest, I'm praised to Allah that it's been few days without me crying on my bed. First thought was I don't think I even have the strength to wake up in the morning, go to work, laughing with my friends and teach my students. For me it's like I'm holding on to something which is huge for me to handle.

Alhamdulillah, everything is fine, I still have people around me who really care about me, what do I do, did I cry, am I okay, have I eaten, those stuffs. Really, I'm praised that I have these kind of people around.

Salam :)

Qila x