“Aqilah Azmi's Territory”

October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 December 2012 January 2013 February 2013 March 2013 April 2013 May 2013 July 2013 August 2013 October 2013 November 2013 December 2013 January 2014

I looked out of my bedroom's window. I know there was something (maybe many things) was calling me out there. I jumped off my bed. I hid myself in between the curtain and the window. I created my dim spot - so that I can enjoy the beauty of the view. All I was thinking was I was controlled by the desire to feel the scenery. Greedily.

Have you ever capture the most unforgettable image with your own eyes and only your eyes. To feel how gold the moment was till you shall never be able to explain it by words.

Well, sadly memoirs aren't solid. You can't hold, it's never your option to or not letting the situation go. You cried of how you wanted to stay present to that moment. You struggle you best but in the end you knew that you are just driving by. Move on.

Words somehow never make it to explain the way I critic all these. It when straight to my heart. All I know was I was haunted by undisclosed desires and I could feel the warmness feeding my soul.

Which I shall never forget.