Aqilah Azmi

“Aqilah Azmi's Territory”

Saturday, 17 August 2013 || 21:40

Location : UiTM Alor Gajah's Library

|| 21:21

Sometimes I feel like I overwork myself, but there are times where I feel like I've been too relaxed. I'm going to sit for my final exam three weeks ahead. Unfortunately, I have not started on my revision or even take a glance at my textbook or notes.
This entire week I devote my time on getting myself pampered, still in the honeymoon mood of Eid. I have too much fun being in Kuching and I feel like I don't want to let it go. Sadly, I've been here since Wednesday. My fun and fantasy plunged into chaos just as the airplane landed.

But anyway, I cannot help it but to keep worrying for the upcoming exams.
May Allah give me strength to pull this through.

|| 21:18

Assalamualaikum.
Apparently I baru je dapat chance nak put something on my blog by using my own laptop. I buat my phone as a hotspot, spend about five minutes fixing stuffs.

I baru ja balik daripada Sarawak on Wednesday. Guess what, semalam ada orang meroyan homesick. I don't know what is wrong with me lately.Well anyways photos are available on my facebook, instagram and twitter. But I don't mind uploading some pictures here. Well as you can see, I love taking pictures :)

and camwhoring.

First, the best part of celebrating raya is the preparation for it. No I don't mean the chores, cleaning and cooking stuffs. Clearly is about me spending time with my families shopping for our clothes, shoes, bagsssss and such.Well, who doesn't like shopping?

Nose is my favourite shoes brand. It's affordable and have a lot of seducing designs. So as you can see, I bought two pairs of them. And made myself a happy princess. Yay.

Meet cousin Fatin and Cousin Aida. Haaa, I was wearing my blue and white precious Nose with that baju kurung. And also, a white and blue handbag. Mengadanya.

Still went out shopping at The Springs. :) I bought a handbag, simple one for me to bring to my class. A Bonia purse from three of us, me, my sistorr and my brotherrr, a present for our beloved mother. Not really a present, a gift. Err lets just say, we buy it saja saja nak bagi.

I have a great raya memories with this girls and how I wish to be there until now. But sadly, I can't. Even next week pun I dah start test 2. Hmm. Balik balik je menghadap buku.

Ingat lawak ke.

Take care :)

Saturday, 10 August 2013 || 23:41

Selamat hari raya everyone. Apparently, I'm too busy lately since I am celebrating this year's Eid at Kuching. Right now, I am typing on my phone, because something urge me to do so. What is it? I don't know and I prefer not to mention. Right, so this is my fav raya song. Sang by Aishah. I like the lyrivs, the song, I like her voice, everything. I wish to write more but perhaps next time. I'm quite not in a good mood. I'm sad precisely. Something happened last night so.. Yeah just. I'll be okay soon alright :)

Keampunan ku pohon
Sekiranya aku yang berdosa
Pulanglah ku merinduimu sayang
Ku menanti dengan hati rela

Tuesday, 6 August 2013 || 21:17

Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through
No it's up for you to understand
Nobody's gonna feel your pain
When all is done
And it's time for you to walk away
So when you have today
You should say all that you have to say

I realized that I cannot depend on others anymore. Although at times asking for help is necessary, it's always best not to let others share my own burden. I thank everyone who has constantly been there whenever I randomly call or text them and harangue about how terrible my day had been.

Sometimes I wonder if they feel tremendous being able to give a listening ear.
Or do they find me an exasperation for being such a pessimist?

Whatever their thoughts will be, thank you and appologies if I accidentally vent my dramas to anyone. Over and over again.

I don't know why am I being sensitive lately. Such as the previous post where most of my sentences seemed to point regrets and sadness, but tonight I'm in solitude. More. It's perhaps because of my almost-ruined evening. Somehow, I managed to urge myself to keep having happy thoughts and let go of what had been bothering me for the entire day. So you see, everyday we are given two extremely crucial options to make; either you run the day or the day runs you. Sometimes we will find it hard to make a wise one and choose the one that'll leave you smiling at the end of the day. Well, that's what my brother said, easier said than done.

With those.. I don't know, statements maybe? I've come to an end of today's sharing. Once again, I'm sorry for the previous disheveled post. Goodnight readers

Qila x

Sunday, 4 August 2013 || 01:57

I know re-reading my past is not something good
It is terrible
But still
How I wish to be on that moment
How I miss
Even I only see my stupidity

I'm not crying
I feel sad
Sad and disappointed
Just that.

*end*

|| 01:08

Raya memang dah dekat. We got less than 10 days for Ramadhan and for upcoming Eid. InsyaAllah. And ofcourse I'm still searching for a picture of me untuk wishes Hari Raya. Datuk Seri mesti bagi wishes. Nanti rakyats terasa :(

How is everything? I'm fine here, alhamdulillah. Just batuk batuk and selesema but I masih boleh bergerak dan bernafas. Alhamdulillah.

My family is going to wear brown this year. Its not like brown, its more to light ocher brown. So yeah I nak share gambar lagi :) The pictures taken inside my campus.

Iftaar with my beloved classmates