“Aqilah Azmi's Territory”

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Nobody's gonna hold your hand
And guide you through 
No it's up for you to understand 
Nobody's gonna feel your pain 
When all is done 
And it's time for you to walk away 
So when you have today 
You should say all that you have to say

I realized that I cannot depend on others anymore. Although at times asking for help is necessary, it's always best not to let others share my own burden. I thank everyone who has constantly been there whenever I randomly call or text them and harangue about how terrible my day had been.

Sometimes I wonder if they feel tremendous being able to give a listening ear.
Or do they find me an exasperation for being such a pessimist?

Whatever their thoughts will be, thank you and appologies if I accidentally vent my dramas to anyone. Over and over again.

I don't know why am I being sensitive lately. Such as the previous post where most of my sentences seemed to point regrets and sadness, but tonight I'm in solitude. More. It's perhaps because of my almost-ruined evening. Somehow, I managed to urge myself to keep having happy thoughts and let go of what had been bothering me for the entire day. So you see, everyday we are given two extremely crucial options to make; either you run the day or the day runs you. Sometimes we will find it hard to make a wise one and choose the one that'll leave you smiling at the end of the day. Well, that's what my brother said, easier said than done.

With those.. I don't know, statements maybe? I've come to an end of today's sharing. Once again, I'm sorry for the previous disheveled post. Goodnight readers